Thursday, May 24, 2007

The Virtual World

hey ol....

..was just thinkin 'bout this for the past few days.............
the environment I m wrkin wid is Virtual PC environment(a hell lotta slow n borin one)....
......bt then whnevr this virtual pc stops or hangs or creates ne mischief of dat sort..it actually forces me to think of the circumstances where in real life we may need to face sumthin as different as this...........

I was actually caught by the thought dat jus in case one day we are given a chance to live in a virtual world of our own where we can install a number of happy moments for ourselves and whnevr we get into it n face sum problems..jus cum out n trigger 'Turn Off and Delete Changes'........
dat ll be a good treat for sure.......!!!!!!!!!!!

amazingly u ll be able to create login sessions for all ur frnds n then no intruders wud be able to interfere wid ur sport...............

bt this is exactly what we live with these days................
we live like wat we wud wanna be...............
we live like wat others wud wan us to be...........
n we live like so many others around us............
n then we forget wat we r.........................
why cant we live like wat we are.............n then make this virtual world real for ourselves n ol around us................

"I like to be against the odds...
I m not afraid to be lonely at the top...
With me, its just the satisfaction of the game.............Just Performance !!! "

Dats y I m............The Volatile.................

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

mornin' frns !!!

hii

sorry i cudnt be up wid writing ol these days......
busy..yup........
n not wat i m like these days m staying in office till 12 midnite too.............
bt no wonder i m still the same........
i make up for that by comin late............he he he.................

kal phir ek meeting hai..........till 11:30 PM...................
kal phir waatt lagegi...........
kal phir mujhe maggi khaani hogi........ :)
ha ha ha..
koi fark niiii..................

office after 10 is great....
with very few ppl around.....
not much kit kit of the gettin smashed keyboards...
.......cups of tea.....with my specks on..................
silence...n then a sudden burst of laughter at some corner where a small grp is gigglin over sum petty issue in their aplication.....or another trying to take a break with a small chatter....
its ol fun....
n then the hungry team searchin for something hot n fresh in the cafeteria.............
its ol fun..............
yaar late ruko toh aisa lagta hai as if saare office mein ek hum hi responsibe reh gaye hain...
jokes apart......................its actually very tiring...............
standing in a meetin for more than two hrs....
givin presentations to ol non tech ppl.....
its definitely tirin.....................

so evn today m havin a lot of wrk...
b4n
its The Volatile.....

Monday, May 7, 2007

The Devil or the Kid within............

"Yahan insaan har pal haadsa hone se darta hai.....
.....khilona hai mitti ka.....fanaa hone se darta hai.....
......aur kahin na kahin hum sab k andar ek chota sa bachcha....
bahar ki beraham duniya ko dekh....bada hone se darta hai..................."

Probably Life's like dat....................

Hey ol.....

m bak after a long break......!!!!!!!

Actually this one was a real soothin break.....
All this while what interested me a lot was this article in the TOI about our Devil instinct............
The most catchy part was the statement that "there is a devil in all of us n this devil finds its best abode in the lap of innocence"...........
Isn't it a weird notion.............
The article illustrated the fact that a kid who has no knowledge of wat around him is right n wat is wrong is more likely to be dominated with this Devil instinct..........
He does mischief as a part of that.....n probably dat is how n dat is why he rather enjoys the destructive mood.....n as a person grows up he/she gets to know whats gonna earn name n fame n he is then bound to keep away from the devil.......rather hide it within himself............

But I think differently..........
I feel there's olways a kid within each individual.........a kid who wants to play.......who wants to laugh aloud when he is happy.....who wants to cry out his pain n anguish...........who wants to loiter freely in the abode of nature.....n cherish every moment possible....................
........bt then these orthodox shackles of the society come in their way n this kid has to shy away...........

I donno if I m rite or wrong.............bt then I wud still like to give it a thot...........

signin off wid this...........I m The volatile.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!